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Monday, November 05, 2007

Hi

I've gained back and more all the weight I once lost.
I eat more than regularly.
I'm huge.

Planned Intake:
1 cup coffee w/ soy milk
Salad
No dinner,just water

xoxo


Monday, July 23, 2007

I've just been gaining and gaining and gaining.
My fat jeans,size 2 American Eagle.
Are ridiculously tight,I can't even fit into my size 2 hollister shorts.
I'm pathetic.

I've fasted for 12 hours,I'm going to go for 24,48,72,and if i'm lucky 100.

All coffee with skim milk,seltzer,water,and that's it.

If worse comes to worse I'll make the best food decision if starvation isn't an option.

I'm a disgrace,I need motivation now more than ever.
I'm not new to this,but it's new getting back on track.
I need tips and tricks and thinspo and just help.
help.


Wednesday, June 27, 2007

The scale at my mom's says 120 lbs.
I've been told over and over that it's defective,but it's the only thing I have.

I've had a lot of fruit today.

Intake:
watermelon
blackberries
strawberries
sugar free gum
water

How long would it take me to lose 20 pounds?


Thursday, June 21, 2007

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I look disgusting.
This is what eating does to me.
I can't stop and now I look like this.
I don't even know how much I weigh.
72 hours Fast.
3 pm.

Allowed:
Sugar Free Gum (Sparingly)
Water (Like no tomorrow)
Green Tea (Like no tomorrow)
Diet Soda (Sparingly)
Black Coffee (Sparingly)

Hopefully this brings me back.I need it.


Saturday, June 16, 2007

Nonstop eating 24/7

weigh in as of yesterday:
109

goddamn.

kjasdhfkjdsf

I need to lose atleast 7 pounds by the 24th,please PLEASE PLEASEEE give me help on doing so.

Planned intake for tomorrow:
Breakfast: none
Lunch: none
Dinner: sushi dinner for father's day

I hope I can get away with eating nothing till dinner time,but I'm not sure if my Dad will notice or not...





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